Tuesday, November 9, 2010

伤到最深,就成了无所谓

















这不是爱,这是毁了我快乐的自私!


本来我不是很想写文章的
只想找个人,找个地方倾诉..
内心真的好悲,心情真的很差
想找个人聊聊,说说心里话,
才发觉...
原来生活中没有一个可以随时倾诉的对象


今天的我失去了做人的原则,忘记了怎样跑!
我很怕忘记该怎样笑!
伤心的时候,只能把委屈和眼泪埋在心底


苦应该往那里吐?
泪应该往那里流?

"黑暗过后就是黎明的开始"
是真的吗?
那为什么我所期待的黎明迟迟都不来?
是不是还没到极夜?

无助和伤心是如此的侵蚀入骨
心情七上八下,甚至不知道自己在那里一个空间,找不到回家的路
仿佛一场虚构的电影,不小心入戏太深了,一直在等银幕打出“结束”字样,
想快快结束这场戏,后悔入戏了..

此时此刻,我只想一个人静静
晚安

病肩作战

我终于倒了,
还以为自己几坚强!

靠!
不懂什么鬼黑店!
看一个病要我RM100,还要是在port dickson才度懒

希望快快好起来咯
回到工作岗位
加油

Monday, November 8, 2010

**#!&E#@

FUCKYOUANDYOU!!!!!!

他妈的!!!!一个两个是看事情的表面!你们白痴啊!! 

没智慧....

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

a BIG mistake

mum always teach me
"Take It Easy, Make It Simply"
可惜, 我一直学不到

"后悔是比损失更大的损失,比错误更大的错误"

Wrong - step - make a mistake

Because of worry and think too much,
I hurt everyone ; me..he...him....her..
Sorry
I was wrong

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--breathe--


I should... 




Impermanent concentrate on my work
Let's take a break and pause everything

Monday, September 27, 2010

多的是-

蝴蝶擦几次眼睛,才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星,但几颗会落地
我飞行,当你没在争取
很靠近.还听见呼吸
对不起,你却没捉紧我
你我不知道为什么会离开
结果却没解释放任我哭泣
我的泪滴像倾盆大雨碎落满地
在心里酸痛
我不知道你为什么狠下心
生活在我看不见的高空里
多的是-你不知道的事


*眼泪的存在,是为了证明悲伤不是一场幻觉*




该说什么呢????
很多时候我们不是在错过就是在失去,
要是我们懂得珍惜,也许一切结果是不一样的!!
你说呢?
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人生就是那么奇妙 
即使认识10年20年,我们依然很陌生

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Food Rating @ Cupcake

Bijoux Cupcake@KLCC
 









 








 
 














The store design was so beautiful♥

 
 



















So many types of cupcake there
Hard to choose it>.<


Here is the display cupcake
Its so cute~ looks real.
 






































Ha!
Finally bought for myself cupcake!
want to eat for a long time .....


~Vanila Garden~
chocalate cupcake with vanila frosting




















~Dotty~
vanila cupcake with chocolate frosting
 



















mmm...Yummy~~
Now I really know that why everyone is willing to pay RM5 for each cupcake. 
IT TASTE SO DELICIOUS!   NICE!   SWEET!
Can't forget the TASTE...
Gonna buy it again!
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*How To Enjoy Your Cupcake in the right way*

#Make sure to bite a bit of cake
and frosting at the same time to really
enjoy the combination of flavours.

#Don't use a fork!!it only makes things messy
and more difficult to eat.

#Don't eat the frosting first, should enjoy
your cupcake more when you eat it with cake.

#Dont eat it all in one bite,
take your time and enjoy it.

 












I give Bijoux Cupcake ★★★

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

MUST Believe


Hey, friends...
let's make a wish for august NOW~

 





 


I wish I can get a better job
&
wish every thing will be fine soon...
.




















' 只要你一直相信,奇迹会实现的 '
' as long as you believe, miracles will be achieved '















' 你一定要相信,自己是世界上独一无二的 '
' you must believe that you are unique in the world '



Challenges is everywhere,
but I am always stand by to fight for it!!






It need independent!..
Is time to learn...!
GaMbATeH!
~~all the best to all~~

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

八月了!

八月始终到了..

陈志勤(@.@)
爸爸 (>.<)
工作 (o.O )
房间 (x_x)
等等等等...............................
Oh.. nO.....MS TAN!
好多东西等着你去解决!

自己犯贱lo~被老天爷看穿我就是喜欢解决问题!我就是喜欢接受挑战!

对啊~对我而言没有波浪的人生真的很无趣!
我并不喜欢简单嘛 :D

本小姐这个月14号开始放长假
放个假去解决问题,当然也不会忘了娱乐啦.. :D

这么容易就倒的话~就不叫陈美芸了啦!






















加油!

Saturday, July 24, 2010

I am lost

DADDY!!!
You are the strongest !! not you??




















all is came so suddenly, didt give me time to prepare

hey, guys........
what is stroke? will it recover ?
doctor said :' passed the critical stage, but forever can't work, (no income)
although is recover already, but still not strong, just hope to have a miracle for him'


brother is terrible!
















everyone blame me,'how do you be a sister, useless'
I am sorry..
I thought just give him some time he will listen to me
I am so sad he didt listen to me and lied to me
mum is very stress, call me everyday to complain dad and brother
keep complain every day is making trouble for me!!


dad, we needed you
you must try your best to stand up
I know you dont like the feeling begging for others
but please dont stubborn, must obediently what doctor and mum said....
if you dont take good care, you will forever lying there waiting for people to serve you
then who gonna helped me to catch cockroaches and frog?

i scold them one by one,then only calm down the war

I told myself not to cry ...not to CRY!!!
but I am so useless ...I cant make it !!




go back hometown take care family?
continue work at KL?
forget my dream?
live for myself or family?
what should I do?

Thursday, July 15, 2010

恐惧感

答了这个问题才继续看下去...
‘洗碗盆有一只壁虎,在那边不会动~
你又要用到那个盆,你会怎样?'
开水?拿东西弄走他?
















我实在很过分!!
我既然打算淹死他~
看到他这样挣扎,我眼泪都要流出来了

我变态!我既然对壁虎感到同情难过!我是不是病傻了!!


我在怕他回来报仇..
结果我救了他 
=='

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

我知错了:(

朋友们,谢谢关心~
我回来了...

一场病;发高烧;呕吐;验血;吊水;流泪;瘦了

被怀疑中蚊症,抽了三次血
验血了没事
医生说我脱水,需要吊水

这么大的一支东西,插进我的手两个小时,幸好不会痛
只是拿出来的时候有点痛
既然还有人告诉我'习惯了'
呜呜~我可以不要习惯吗?
因为喉咙严重发炎~
妈咪和我自己制作了一个牛油蛋糕
给我星期一开工带去公司吃,这两天我的早餐午餐就是它~
很好吃,可是我吃到很痛苦....

给你们看看我的喉咙
是你们想像不到的严重
:'(
一开始的一两天我吃粥吃到流眼泪,
真的很痛苦,
口水都吞不下...讲话都讲不到...
吃到这么大,第一次这么严重~
很勉强的忍痛;一天才喝了几杯水


一场病
让我想通很多事,我决定辞职决定搬家~
现在我终于明白了,要多喝水,煎炸零食不要吃太多~
我真的怕了,也知错了..
大家好好照顾自己吧....



p/s
all photo take by my Nokia N85
no bad hor...
:)

Monday, July 5, 2010

Special Intro

 























Go see it !
Go to the theater, and try to buy any tickets 
'The Back-up Plan'
This movie is damn funny and a bit touching..


make the audience laugh all the way home...

Zoe (Jennifer Lopez) has decided that she has waited long enough looking for Mr. Right to come.
Her clock is ticking, and time is running out for her ..
hahaha..remind me to someone :P
so Zoe makes an appointment with the doctor to become pregnant without a man.
Then the story is start~











































give birth part....
the most funny and stupid part !
wahahahhaha
=DDD
my sound is such of noisy in the cinema..
















Ohhh my....
is veryyyy comfortable.... hopefully can get this pillow
do u?    :(


After the movie, i am thinking the story is actually in 99% of the cases impossible to happen in real life simply...













however, if you want to see Jennifer and Alex on the big screen, just go ahead this week...




















She is
Cute~Funny~Pretty and sexy in this movie.




















 GIRLS;who wants nothing more than to meet a man of her dreams and have a family..right?

Final destination of is movie is lets the women of the world believe that there are still some good men out there... ha, such a difficulties for me..

P/S
learn to trusting the partner you love and accepting the things he or she does..

Monday, June 28, 2010

Pet World Malaysia 2010♥










cat beauty competition is going to start
cats fashion?
>.<  horrible
hahaha  :DD
i non stop laughing..
is so weird and funny..especially the PINK
iueee~
however, it's creative ..i like the black one

OKOK.

不要说猫咪了,
快点进入puppy world♥
woohoo...
 
those puppy is hyperactive
and some are like got autism
and some very flighty
and some is clever smart
this puppy non stop jumping here and there
until shh shhh ...... =D
到了领养处这只狗叫'善款'
一脸可怜样,如果我没猜错的话他的左脚被人类弄断的
因为有一个poster写'为什么人类要拿走我的脚'
好可怜..
大家都在捐钱~
dogs competition
hahaha......
这是最经典的一只,他完全没有要比赛的意思
全场人都笑翻了,好像在抢镜,一进场就shh shh在那个圈圈里
圈圈出来之后就乱跑,可能是没见过大场面很兴奋吧?
最后连主人都搞不定它
最后投降....wahahahah :D


狗狗是不是很ko爱?
有能力的话我一定要有一只
希望明年到我带属于我的小狗去给人拍....

ermm...
现在继续去看puppys
来看看这些照片....
those i like one♥♥
这两只狗对我笑,
hahahhahaa =D
damn FUNNY !
它suprise...!
hahahaha
=DDD
龙猫,爱睡觉的一个动物
还看到我的亲戚兔子!
还有两只中国犬
我特别要介绍这只puppy
YES!
is puppy...its only 2 months big~
那中国人说:' 长大后会是现在的size,双倍'
imagine it...
不要开玩笑,它!价值RM24000!

这是google search 的,
在哪里有看到,但没拍到~
因为我认为很恶心,想拍的时候他走了..
我最接受不到的,
这只丑怪又恐怖的东西,既然要RM4000++
就这样走完了狗展,我是超不想走的
不过脚快抽筋了,明年再来吧....

狗真的很可爱

也很懂事,一只黄金猎犬,不需要扣的....
场地这么大,他就跟随主人走走停停的,真听话!
小狗好爱撒娇...我最喜欢撒娇的狗
不过养狗不简单,真的要把他当人看待...

huuu....how a happy day...
enjoy it ♥
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